Happy Valentines Day!

Little mustache bash times 2

 Can you believe it? 12 months from last March 24/25th is almost hear! The month of March is only a month away! As you all should know by now; by my many posts on Facebook about how grateful I am to have my boys! All the pictures that I finally decided to post! To the ones that have followed my story and to those who are sick of seeing my posts about my boys and how far they came! Actually it's not all about me or you, it's about them!  We'll they are going to be a year old! They won't be doing normal one year old things, eating cake and walking. I don't even know if they will be sitting up on their own just yet, but they will be the big ONE!  

  Looking back at all these months are still scary for me to look back on! The fear in the beginning to the drawn out car rides and ignorant people just trying to understand,but at the same time just making it all worse! To still not knowing why my boys came so early, to being excited and relieved when finally coming home after five months. The journey wasn't over, just part of it, like a new chapter in our book of hope and love and family times 2! Our journey after the storm! The boys individual journeys as people and as brothers! Specialist visit, doctor appointments and oxygen equipment are what our journey has become now as we watch my children grow! 

 Woo hoo! I couldn't be any happier to throw a big first birthday for my twins! My god I would have a blast! After all they do deserve it, but then comes the protector part of me the mom part that sais "no no, it's safer to have a small party with guests that our healthy" and then the joy of wanting to go all out kind of dims, but instead of dimming I decide on throwing a small little misters bash with mustaches galore! And a nice cake and decorations to match! I have to make this party the best for them! They deserve it, celebration on life and accomplishments for two special little boys!